那天，我坐在窗边想着到底要不要跳下去。我在想要是跳下去结果没死，然后变成了残疾人怎么办？如果要吃安眠药自杀，那要去很多不同的医院真的很麻烦。我在想生命的意义是什么，人类的存在其实是可有可无的，你说或者想要证明你的价值，但证明这件事情不就是给别人看的吗。有些人活着好像是没有目标地活着，但我好想有一个目标却感觉到任何事情都那么的无意义。我跟一个好朋友说，我想要变成一棵树这样就不会感觉到悲伤了。
但是那天晚上我没有跳下去，然后第二天太阳又升起来了。其实不如愿的事情总会有的，就像是晚上一样。但是太阳总是会升起来的，所以你要做的是不要在太阳升起前死去。其实我和你本来是没有区别的，但是我们的经历开始不一样后，你成为了你，而我成为了我。你现在所经历着的是在塑造未来的你的必经之路，咬紧牙关就把这关过下去。有时候生命可能没什么意义，但是人不是只为自己而活着，在你死亡后你结束了，可是活着的人还要面对你的死亡。
停止抱怨生活的不幸，开始寻找生活的小幸运。如果生活是一座长城，那长城上一定是无边无际的砖头，但是只要你仔细去寻找，你就有可能找到一块带着粉红色的砖头，而它就是生活的小幸运。它可能就一小点，但是带给你的绝不会是只有一点点的快乐。给自己的明天一点希望，说不定那个小粉点就在明天。
That day, I sat by the window thinking about whether to jump. I was thinking what if I jumped and did not die, and then became disabled? If you want to commit suicide by taking sleeping pills, it is really troublesome to go to many different hospitals. I am thinking about the meaning of life. The existence of human beings is actually optional. You said or wanted to prove your value, but prove that is prove to people. Some people live as they live without goals, but I have a goal and feel that everything is meaningless. I told a good friend that I wanted to become a tree so that I would not feel sad.
But I didn't jump that night, and then the sun rose again the next day. In fact, there are always things that are not what you want, just like the moon at night. But the sun will always rise, so all you have to do is not to die before the sun rises. Actually, there is no difference between me and you, but after our experience began to be different, you became you, and I became me. What you are experiencing now is the only way you must go to shape the future, clenching your teeth to pass it through. Sometimes life may be meaningless, but people don’t just live for themselves, you are over after you die, but people who are alive have to face your death.
Stop complaining about the misfortune of life and start looking for the little luck of life. If life is a great wall, then there must be endless bricks, but as long as you look carefully, you may find a pink brick, and it is the little luck of life. It may be a little bit, but it will never bring you a little happiness. Give yourself a little hope for tomorrow, maybe the little pink spot is tomorrow.